Hello, I recently had an abortion. I wanted to keep the baby but the person the baby was with didn’t want to, which I respect. He told me if I didn’t get rid of the baby he would take his own life. He told me if I got rid of the baby then he would support me during and after. He came to me to make sure I took the tablets and then shortly after I did left me to deal with the abortion on my own, in which I was I upset about doing and in a lot of pain. He has since told me he doesn’t believe I took the tablets (which he watched me do) and said he wants proof that the baby has come out of me, which I obviously don’t have. I feel like he backed me into a corner to get rid of the baby and that I had no choice. And now I feel more backed into a corner cos he doesn’t believe I have done it.
It’s just emotionally draining. And apart from blocking him if there’s anything I could do to help myself with how I’m feeling!