Please help termination turmoil

[Zandasstar7]

I am not looking for judgement here just some support someone to talk too as I can’t talk to anyone in my family.
I am 6 weeks pregnant and suffering with the most severe nausea and sickness, HG.
This is my third hg pregnancy my second son was a hg pregnancy and one after him that ended in medical termination due to severity of the hg and the physical and mental impact it had in me. I am still suffering with ptsd post hg.
I can’t care for my sins or my home and literally feeling and being violently sick 24/7. I am in three anti sickness meds but none having any effect. Xonvea//metaclopromide & Odansetron.
I need to be hospitalised again due to ketones and dehydration. I feel so desperately sad and so angry that I am in this position. We was not planning a baby. I am 42 and he pulled out (stupid I know) please don’t judge .
I just can’t do this. I have tried.
I’m not strong enough x

Hi OP, we're sorry you're going through such a difficult time. We're just moving your thread over to our Pregnancy Choices topic to hopefully get you some advice and support.

I'm really sorry you are in this position. I have had three HG pgs, two of them very severe HG with long hospitalisations. It is not well known, but it is common to terminate for severe HG. No-one who has any idea what severe HG is like would blame you for this. I think you should seek psychological support urgently, it is very distressing to be in this position if you still have unresolved trauma from previous pgs.

Thank you so much. I am still hanging in there 6 weeks today but def struggling xx

You poor, poor thing. Absolutely zero judgment from me here whatever your decision. You have so much on your plate and you have to take care of yourself.

You should talk to a therapist or counsellor, whatever you decide, because you shouldn’t have to do this alone.

Have you considered long term contraception? I have the Mirena and it’s great.

Huge hugs.

Thank you yes I am thinking about being sterilised after this. I am still so on the fence but feeling so dreadful it’s awful.
If I am not then Mireya or implant for sure x