Hi all.
I currently have 4 children and raise them alone.
I unexpectedly fell pregnant with my current partner.
We don't live together - I'm only just in the position to go back to college to enter university + start driving lessons etc.
Worst timing. He doesn't think time is right and I know it's not either. I only just manage with the 4 I have! I fell pregnant the same month I was going to start the pill as the coil didn't work for me.
I've had an abortion before and live with the pain of seeing the sac to this day.
I have recently found a therapist and that will help alot BUT I am so so terribly terrified of going through this again.
I'm only 5 weeks currently but I am scared to death of this abortion. I was sent into a deep depression last time :/ I'm also scared of what I may see :( not to mention the guilt.
I know no one can technically help but just after some extra support :/