So I wrote a post a couple of days ago about having to wait so long for a termination. I went into the hospital yesterday for my first pill but they couldn't give it to me because they said no doctors would sign it off so they'd send them out to me by tomorrow.
I've been thinking all day if this is actually the right thing to do. I feel attached now, I feel pregnant, I've got morning sickness, I need a wee all the time, I'm hungry, I'm bloated everything! I've already got a little boy so know how it feels and I feel pregnant and I'm not sure I can go through with this!
When I went into the hospital they said I was measuring 8 weeks, I've been reading up all day about pregnancy in the 8th week and I just don't know if I can bring myself to do this 😩
We made the decision to terminate this pregnancy for numerous reasons and we have both been dead set until now. I think if I didn't have to wait so long and got it over and done with I would of been ok with it but I'm actually not ok.
I don't know what to do, my partner thinks the best thing is to terminate and I agreed at the beginning. I haven't even spoken to him about it yet, he's on his way home from work and I'm scared to tell him!