Second Guessing... Help!

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I am now about 11w pregnant, my fiance and I don't want a baby at this point in our lives, maybe in a few years time, but not now! I had my phonecall with BPAS today and apparently I'm too late for the pills and have to have a vacuum aspirate (probably under sedation) to terminate. Then she went through all the risks etc and now I'm scared! And because of Covid my OH can't come in to support me during the proceedure, which is even worse...
I'm going to talk it all through with my OH obviously, but has anyone else had one? Geniunely thinking about changing my mind despite us really not being in the right situation for a baby...

If you are not sure then don't make any decisions right now. Another week won't make a difference to the type of procedure anyway. I hope you are okay x

Is it fear about the procedure/risks/doing it on your own which is making you second guess your choice?

Utterly no judgement, which ever way you decide. But don't let a list of risks scare you. Everything comes with risks, fortunately most are rare. I remember going for emergency surgery and being told the risks, I think it what if risks actually shit me up more than the emergency situation!

As @Nowifi said, take your time to make your decision, another week won't make a difference. Look after yourself