So confused.

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I have no idea what to do. I'm about 5w with number 4. Unplanned. I'm terrified, our life is stressful due to my DS having SEN he and my younger daughter have challenging behavior. My eldest is OK she's 11. Quite mature for her age. I'm just so scared I won't cope.

I barely cope as it is and regularly end up in tears due to our family life.

I don't know if I can do this. I've booked to speak to BPAS next week.

And that's before thinking of the logistics, we only have a 3 bed house, and a 5 seater.. Just so much to think about.

My OH (other half) is great and very supportive so that's something.

Then there's a part of that did want another, just further down the line? I am so torn. My head and heart aren't agreeing 😩

Sorry your feeling confused as your only 5w I'd just say take your time to think about it over the next week or so, your feelings can change and you will come to a decision. Your OH is being supportive so that's great, talk over it with him, is he or any family members able to offer more support? but if the times not right then don't feel you have to force yourself through it, it will be ok x