Unplanned pregnancy 1st Bourne is 6

[curlymummy14]

I am a complete mess and I need guidance.
My daughter is almost 6 and I have just found out that I am pregnant (unplanned) I was never sure on whether I wanted a second child but this has now turned the heat up on the situation. I have been sobbing every day and I just dont know what to do. My husband is happy. I think my daughter would be happy. But I can't find any happiness in it for myself. Only stress, anxiety and a crippling fear that having this baby will ruin everything and potentially break me mentally.
If I think about and abortion I feels sadness and tremendous guilt. But when I think about keeping the baby I just feel all of this stress and anxiety building until I begin to sob again. I just dont know where to go or what to do or what to think or feel. My head is clouded with hormones and I cannot think straight.

Hope you are ok OP. I am feeling exactly the same at the moment, my daughter is almost 5. I booked a termination but couldn't go through with it but now thinking I still have time if I do want to terminate.

I don't know what I want either and my head is a mess, I change my mind by the hour and it doesn't help that I feel so ill.

Have you spoken to anyone about it apart from your husband? I'm always here if you need to chat just PM me

I have spoken to my husband and he is being so supportive and has said he will support my decision either way, but I can tell he would rather keep the baby. My heart wants to keep the baby. My head throws 17 million reasons why not. I feel like I will regret either decision. Where have you got to in your thinking? X