so, last week i found out i was pregnant, i already have 2 children, ds who is almost 7 and dd who is 4, i knew having a 3rd wouldnt be a option, me and my partner sat and spoke but we decided financially we wouldnt be able to have another, we also agreed that it wouldnt be in best interest for our current 2 children either as we dont get to spend as much time as a family already.
I called BPAS last Sunday, my tablets came by the wednesday and i took my first one thursday, and remaining tablets friday evening, i had a very uncomfortable night but plenty of paracetamol, ibuprofen and codene helped me get through, i started bleeding about a hour after my final 2 tablets, saturday was much betted, i did have some small cramps but was able to do my day to day things and also visted a friend, today (sunday) my cramps picked up again, i had about a hour where i didnt really want to move, i got motivated and went to visit my dad, i had a feeling come over me that i should go to the toilet as something didnt feel right (sorry for tmi) as i went to the toilet, i wasnt quick enough and has passed within my pad, luckily nothing was visable and looked like a long thick clot more than anything, but since passing i have had no pain, despite the circumstances, i think it all went really well and after all the storys i have read on here i definitely was expecting much worse, i was expecting more horrific pain and a hell of a lot more bleeding. I really hope my experience helps someone as i know how scary this time can be, but please, if your anything like me, you will be very suprised!