Hi.. I guess I just want a place to rant..
I have two children (4&1yrs). Today I have found out I’m pregnant. Lmp would be 18/01. I am not with the man I am pregnant too, but we talk and see each other regularly. Neither of us are in great mental state at the minute. I’m scared to tell him that I’m pregnant, because him and his ex partner lost a baby and I’m unsure on what his feelings would be.
Anyway.. I don’t think I can have another child, not right now anyway. Being a single mother to two young ones is very difficult for me and I suffer severe mental health issues. I had an abortion in 2017, after which I tried to take my own life twice. Another abortion would drive me to feel the same way again.
I just don’t know what to do.. should I tell him? Should I have an abortion which might end up with me wanting to kill myself..? Should I keep the baby, when I know I couldn’t cope with another.
I’m so lost right now 😰