right before everyone starts too judge me i have thought about nothing but for a while.. i am 7 weeks pregnant and dont see a way out if i keep it.. yes i have a amazing family behind me.. im just not a maternal person and i have just been offered the job of a life time.. i was going too keep the baby at 1st but the more i think the more its just not right.. i feel awful! i have my appointment tomorrow at 10.30 for the tablets.. but i have too be in work the day after. what is the pain like is it unbareable!