Help 2 abortions

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I had an abortion in 2015 and now I’ve fallen pregnant again, I don’t have any children but want them in the future. I’m just filled with dread and I’m really scared, I always imagine that when you find out you’d be happy but I don’t know if I’ll ever feel like that. I suffer from anxiety and I’m petrified. I just need someone to speak to.

I just don’t know if it’s the right time, I’m scared that if I go through with it I’ll have resentment. I’m worried my anxiety will get worse. I just don’t know if you ever get the feeling of yes I’m ready now.

@Qwertybert please dnt take offence to this post because if ur not ready ur not ready thats ur choice. But i do think ur being very naive to think you can just choose to get pregnant in ur late thirties and will just happen ur fertility does drop after 35 trust me i know. Not judging just saying its something to think about just because u got pregnant easily just now doesnt mean its guarenteed in the future.

@Qwertybert sometimes you just need to speak to people in similar situations. I didn’t think I would have to go through with this twice, but I like i’ve said it just doesn’t feel like the right time. My partner is really supportive and he doesn’t mind either way as long as I am okay. I’m fairly early on about 5 weeks I think, I just think making the appointment will be the hard thing.