I've posted something similar in the chat but feel like I need to get some stuff of my chest and hopefully get some help.
So to stay of with I four days late did a first response test yesterday which came up as positive then faded to negative (so confusing!) Did a clear blue test this morning was negative. I was so stressed out yesterday but had to act normal because of visiting family. By the time I got home and tried to sleep I just broke down waking DP up he asked what was wrong and ended up guessing it was to do with above situation..said that we would sort it no matter what and would stand by me.
Think is I know he would want me to get an abortion if it turned out I was pregnant but that's the bit Im scared about ( he thinks I'm worried about being pregnant ) I never wanted an abortion even when I was young I was against it ( for myself, not everyone else ) I think mostly because I don't understand what happens during and after an abortion. I know it's the sensible option because financially we can't afford a baby but I'm to scared about not having it.. Thanks for reading, keeping everything to myself at the moment so really stressed out.