Hello, just reading through threads and need to get this off my chest...
I have two girls, 6 and 2.. always wanted three children but not yet and I had started to enjoy the idea of being a family of four!
My depression has been bad this year and this just throws a spanner in the works. I already feel like a terrible Mum and think having another baby wouldn’t be fair on our two girls!
We live in a two bedroom house with a small car and money is tight but we manage.
I have gone back and forth with the decision about wether to continue the pregnancy or not since we found out 6 weeks ago, I had an appt at bpas but couldn’t go through with it. We had dating scan last week and seeing the baby on the screen just didn’t do anything for me, there wasn’t that love and excitement I felt with my two previous pregnancies!
Help meeeee!