Hi everyone
I found out on Monday I was pregnant. Approx 4 and a bit weeks. Missed period and familiar symptoms led me to test.
Sounds awful but I was gutted that it was positive. No idea what happened as taking all the precautions.
I have 2 children aged almost 6 and 20 months.
Having a 3rd was never in the plan and whilst I have thought about continuing with the pregnancy, there are several reasons why I shouldn't. 2nd child extremely demanding, no space at home, Money, I suffer horribly when pregnant and am miserable to the point of prenatal depression and almost died when I had 2nd child.
I don't want a 3rd but I feel so sad at the though of having a termination even though that's what I want.
I suppose my question being is, will I always regret it? Has anyone felt sad at having a termination but knew it was the right thing for their situation?
Medical is my first thought as I'm still early enough and the thought of either being awake or put to sleep whilst its done, panics me. But I go abroad in 10 days and cant get in for my initial appointment until Friday next week as we are currently away at the moment too.
I haven't told anyone except for DH. He says he will support me whatever.