I got pregnant around a year ago and decided to abort the pregnancy. It was horrendous. For a month I was waiting and just wanted to get it over with. I did feel sadness about not keeping my baby, but in all I just couldn't wait to get it over with. I didn't even focus on my emotions. My relationship broke down soon after.
But in all, since October I've had a pretty amazing year. Got my social life back. Met new people, been a bit selfish.
But the last couple of days I've really been thinking about the baby. I can't see myself as having a three ish month old baby. It feels like it never happened. But it did. I did have a baby inside me. I feel strange. Even to the point where I have a tear while typing this. I don't know if it's sadness.
Is this normal to feel after almost a year of being happy and feeling relieved.
So sorry if this is the wrong place to post 