Hello,
99% sure I'm pregnant with my 4th. I've had two extremely faint lines (that faint that dh couldn't even see!). Have a very regular 28 day cycle (ovulate around day 15) however, it seems that I ovulated on day 22 this cycle so my period would now be due later so am going to retest on that day due to faintness of tests but am pretty sure I am as I also have symptoms.
I am just so torn. My youngest 2 are 1 and 2 and I have a school aged child. 3 is hard work and expensive, although I love them and they are a blessing.
If we had a fourth, we would manage. We would find a way.
On the other hand though, I don't want to be pregnant (my last pregnancy was horrendous). I don't want to have another section (had two). We would manage financially but it would be tight - especially child care. I don't want more sleepless nights. However, these just seem like selfish reasons.
Then again, this is our fault. If we really didn't want to get pregnant then we would have used a condom or taken MAP (we were a bit drunk at the time and when I realised how far in my cycle I was I thought I would be fine) or my husband would have had the vasectomy he was booked to have last year.
Thanks if you've followed this. I don't even know what I'm asking. Just for experiences from anyone who has been in a similar situation maybe?