Hello
Found out I was pregnant on 29\11. Booked for n abortion the same day. On Sunday 4 December had emergency having suffered an ectopic pregnancy. Removed my left fallopian tube. Ended up having to be cut across the bottom of my tummy along with keyhole as the surgeon said it was the biggest ectopic he ever saw. Not sure why I'm posting. My son is 9 month old. His first Christmas can't even pick him up can hardly hold him. Staying with my mom. Feel so low but don't know why. So sore. I don't know why I'm posting just feel so down. Was going back to work on 3 Jan not happening now. Been reckless and stupid and someone is telling me something. I don't know how I feel. I know I didn't want any more kids. I even took the MA pill within five hours. I just don't know I'm babbling