I don't really want any advice, I just need to vent a bit.
I'm 12 weeks pg by accident. Well, carelessness really. DP was really supportive when I said I'd consider all the options - having the baby & also not. He said we'd work it out, we'd get through it together etc etc.
I can't go through with a termination. It was booked but I cannot bring myself to go there. I have told DP repeatedly over the past few weeks that I can't go to the clinic. Yet, when I told him at the weekend that it meant there would be a baby in July, he flipped and said how I was ruining everyone's lives because I 'won't' do something. Apparently, he didn't know that 'I can't go' meant that there would be a baby.
Apparently this is all my fault because I 'randomly stopped taking the pill' - I didn't - we discussed it because it made me feel awful & he agreed that I seemed much more myself when I was off it. We knew we needed to be careful but weren't. So, here we are. I'm having a baby that 'no-one wants' because I am too selfish to do something I can't bring myself to do.
