I can't go though with the abortion..[please help]

[Itsacoldnightday]

Here's a link to my previous thread regarding my back story:

www.mumsnet.com/Talk/relationships/2499703-Im-pregnant-by-abusive-ex.

I booked myself to have an abortion this week, but I can't go through with it. I just can't. . I'm torn over my decision, I feel like breaking down, my heart is aching. I don't want to go through with it, but apart of me is telling me I need to. Why am I feeling like this? I feel like there's no way out.

Don't go through with it if you feel like that op. I have been where you are and I did go through with it because I just wanted the whole situation over with. I have regretted it ever since, so much and wish I had listened to my gut instinct.

It's an awful situation to be in, do you have anyone in rl you can talk to?

Thanks Stroopwaffel and hesterton, I've calmed down. After a lot of thinking, I have decided to terminate. It is a horrible situation to be in, but once I calmed down and thought carefully, it is something that I do want to go through. I'll be very sad, very, very, but I'll also be relived.