@daisystone Honey, I am exactly the same. I am currently 8 weeks 4 days pregnant with my 3rd. I have never had a pregnancy like this. I have gone through all the thoughts you have mentioned in your post and some more. I am absolutely fecking fed up of being so hungry and craving everything only to have something light and then battle to keep it down for over 6 hours.
I have turned into the wife from hell. I am battling Inflammatory Bowel Disease (ulcerative colitis) that decided to be the worst it has ever been since becoming pregnant so i have lost a stone (and drastically dropping) in 5 weeks, am in constant pain, suffering with this god awful sickness and acting like a full time angry possessed woman.
It would be nice for mothernature to give me a break, I mean, morning sickness from 3.5 weeks (literally) and despite being on all sorts of Hospital Consultant prescribed medications including THREE antiemetics, i still feel so ill and weak that I ask myself, why did i get pregnant?!
Its no use imagining my third baby (my two boys passed away 4 years ago at 4 & 9 in an accident) in my arms as I'm in hell right now.
All i know is that I feel like my insides have literally died, my head is awash with anxieties and resolving past trauma and I never know when I'm going to yet really peeved (usually husband temporarily losing his common sense 🤔).
My typical day? Bed. Medication. Toilet. Bed. Anxious about eating and drinking as it makes me incredibly ill. Bed. Bed. Cry. Get angry at something random. Toilet. Listen to husband complaining he is hungry (my sympathies!). Bed. - maybe being admitted into hospital in between like i was for the large part of May! Oh how i would love good health and be free to social and work.
By looking at the date of your post, I am sure you have been through the worst and now have mini me, no doubt talking back in someway. You made it!
As for me....can someone put me in a coma and ventilate me until 20 weeks please? Some valium would be great too right now!
I know this is my 3rd child but when you are in the thick of it, it is hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. So hard. So for now, im going to hibernate and hopefully wake up on day and the pain, sickness, toilet trips and constant need to throw up, just simply disappearssssssss!
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