today i'm starting to feel all the joy of yesterday being sapped out of me by the aches and pains of pregnancy and general everyday small stuff, so i thought i'd sit down here and write about it to bring it back a bit.
i'm on tablets i have to take and so i was categorised as high risk, i've had extra scans for abnormalities and a scare about diabetes. i was told the baby was too small then too big, i was told i'd go into labour early, my bp dropped and i've also had a complete medication overhaul with no one knowing which symptoms are the tablets or the hormones. beyond all the medical stuff i've moved four times, i've split up with my husband once and we havn't lived together for months, i'm currently at my mums whilst moving AGAIN!
but none of that matters cuz yesterday i was signed off from the hospital and back over to community midwives! my baby's in the upper normal!!! he's a little big but everythings fine! no more abnormality scans it looks like everythings going to be alright! i'm just so happy, i think you spend the rest of your childs life trying to push them above average but to be told by a doctor that they're normal is the best news i've ever had!
i realise this post is in danger of becoming a little sickly but i just wanted to relive it and to say to all the pg women struggling through that a healthy normal baby is the best thing ever and it makes all the sickness, heartburn (every other niggle, discomfort and outright agony) worth it! and he's not even born yet!
well done anyone who made it this far, life is good!!!