from a previous birth?
I had horrendous experience during birth of DS 5 yeas ago, possibly made worse by a clincal trial i was on. I never recieved any feedback or a debrief at the time. Now at 30 weeks (and despite two years of councelling ) im increasinly worried about giving birth and also quite angrey about the clincal trial. I dont even know what drug i was given. I'd like to see my notes in the hope that they will give some clues about what went wrong last time.
I now live in a different area and have no idea about how or even if its possible to get these notes. Has anyone tried and if so how did you go about it and did you understand them when you did look at them?
Or am I being daft to assume this is going to help?