I am a 30 year old mom, with two gorgeous boys (approaching 4yrs and 16 months). My relationship with my husband went down the toilet last May after I admitted I had developed feelings for someone else. But if I'm honest, I hadn't been happy for a long time. Needless to say me and this other bloke started a relationship in August last year. I thought he was the one and to all intents and purposes getting ready to make a go of it. The family home is on the market and I was planning on moving 150 miles away so we could be together. Anyway, as of Friday, he turned round and told me that he doesn't want to lead a mediocre life and didn't think it was working and he wanted no further contact. I am devastated. More so, becasue we have been getting on fantastically and had two holidays booked, including one at the end of Febraury. This was the same day I found out I was pregnant with his baby. Unplanned, most definately yes, but when I told him, he said I'm sure you'll tell me in your own time what you decide. I don't know what to think. I have no idea how he can be so cold or just completely disregard me like this. I feel like a fool for havign been taken in by all the usual lines such as I love you, want to spend the rest of my days with you etc. I am freaking out at the thought of having a 3rd baby and doing it alone. I love my two boys to bits but they are a handful. I am a professional and have a good job, but not sure I can afford to support a 3rd baby, with the cost of childcare etc. I have little or no family support as they are based in Scotland. But in saying that I really don't know if I can have an abortion. I have already had one and living with the guilt every day has nearly destroyed me.