I just got a call from the obstetricians office. The midwife called to let me know that my HCG was low when it was tested (blood test on 17th December)-- was 9+2 then.
He didn't seem to know anything else about my history ( even that I was 9 weeks at that time)but said this is a really worrying sign.
The level was 107,000.
I am 12+1 today. I haven't had much MS ( but generally don't have MS in pregancy anyhow) but have plenty of other symptoms.ie constipation, knackered, enormous boobs.
I am freaking out, crying and terrified. I have had 2 mc before at 12 weeks and also at 18 weeks. I really really don't want to have to face into all that again. I have tried to remain in denial in this pg to protect myself from the fallout of mc but I really was getting comfortable with the idea of being pg ( even wearing maternity clothes today )
I am due to see him tomorrow - but he didn't sound at all reassuring... and am scheduled for a CVS on Friday because of the previous mc at 18 weeks.
DH and I haven't told anyone about the pg yet. We are so cautious becuase of the last time. I should be telling everyone now becuase I've reached the 12 week mark but now am back to square one.I was so positive this morning.
I wish he had waited to tell me when I see him tomorrow at least then he could have checked the heartbeat etc to reassure me at least.
Is 107,000 at 9 weeks very low? I had a scan that week and everything looked ok then.