I'm going to go and buy 3 nail brushes on Monday- one to brush down my nails, one to brush my teeth and more importantly gums and one to brush the rest of my body. I am desperate for the feeling. I get hard toothbrushes and brush my teeth with them a million times a day but that's just not satisfying anymore.
I want to crunch my way through those chalky white firelighters. I love the smell but I want to know how the texture actually feels on my gums.
I want to crunch through coal/charcoal for the same reason.
I want to sniff and taste turps and rub it on my gums.
I could also eat fresh soil.
It is getting to the point where I can't stop thinking about it day and night- particularly the brush and firelighters and I'm only 32+3.
What should I do??