Very needy post, please just shut me up!

[chegirlwithbellson]

Had my booking in bloods late. I didnt get them till 23 weeks (usually 16 weeks round here)

Got a letter from GP today saying they want to discuss the results and to make a routine appt within the next 2 weeks.

Now my sensible side is saying this is fine. My HB is probably verging on the low side or something like that.

But I have post traumatic stress disorder due to the long and very awful illness and death of my DD. Any vaguely medical can tip me over into real horrible anxiety.

I am trying not to be stupid but even the thought of phoning the GP, being told they cannot tell me on the phone, having to wait for an appt, going for the appt plus the illogical fears that there is something terrible on my results i.e. somehow I have got HIV in the last two years, or some unknown 'thing' is beginning to get to me.

I can feel my body reacting, I am getting so tense its an effort to keep calm.

I am not usually like this. I am pretty laid back and practical. But I have triggers.
GP not open tonight.

I know you cant tell me what the problem is but can anyone reassure me or something.

Thanks.

[whifflegarden]

Chegirl, you sound like a very strong woman, your post has really touched me. Wishing you all the best.

[chegirlwithbellson]

Thanks

I am terribly guilty of upping the hug ratio on Mumsnet. I could be barred at this rate