Under a slight namechange so this is not searchable. I found out last week I am pg, about 6 weeks now. Don't want to tell anyone in RL yet, and DP is not here, so I have nobody to talk to and I just feel totally completely overwhelmed - happy, but mingled with panic.
I already have a DD of 6 from a previous relationship. Her dad was a total wanker when I was pg, wanted me to get rid of her, resented the whole thing, shagged around, and finally walked out on us when she was 2. He has pretty much nothing to do with DD or me now.
I've been with DP for nearly 2 years but he has been a friend for about 10 years. We don't live together atm, we have spent the last year looking for the right place to move to together and have recently found somewhere - a housing co-operative on a farm - where we are moving in January.
So I feel sick as a dog, I am permanently exhausted, my head is in a mess, I'm terrified of something going wrong, DP cannot be here all the time as he has things to sort out at his end and commitments there, I have to pack up the house, I have to pass my bloody driving test in 6 weeks (failing it is Not An Option, we need a car where we are moving to), and I can't make any decisions (I ended up crying in the video shop because there were too many videos the other day ).
I just want someone to tell me it'll all be ok