Hey twogirlsonemore and shyla01, Im in exactly the same position, am pregnant straight after a miscarriage I had in May. I dont even know how far gone I am either! I am trying to be as relaxed as possible but at the same time I dont want to get my hopes up in case something is wrong! (God forbid)
My symptoms are alot stronger this time round and had to take 2 weeks off for my morning sickness, which I didnt get last time which I have been told is a "good" sign, so Im happy for that at least.
I have my first midwife appointment today at 1:30pm so am going to talk over my concerns with her. Doctor also said he faxed over a message to the midwives that I will need an early scan so hopefully she will shed some light on that too.
As the mc was my first experience of pregnancy and my second experience is full of anxiety, Im finding it hard to find the joys of pregnancy that women talk about. I understand that I am pregnant and that is why I am feeling so rough, but I am struggling to comprehend that I am having a baby if that makes sense. Its hard to put the two together, I cant imagine myself having an actual baby. (Even though it is what I want more than anything) I hope the realisation hits me soon and I can be excited.
Im also scared to have a scan, as I had one last time and it was empty so now I am petrified of what I will see when I have one again.
Sorry for the long rant but I am work so typing this on the sly
Im glad that I am not alone and would like to stay in touch with you both seeing as we are going through this together. Will let you know what the midwife says when I come back, take care...RL1 Xx