Anyone else with hyperemesis atm and want to hold hands/hair?

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Feeling low, pissed off and crap.

Had it with DD, DS was just feeling sick so thought I had cracked it with stopping milk, but this time we're back in full swing.

It kicked in properly at about 8 weeks with me holding down nothing for 24hr and going for injection. I am now on tablets twice a day which make it so I can function (I am still being sick most days, but I can care for my children iyswim).

I am one of the lucky ones. My body takes a lot to become dehydrated so no hospital and drips as of yet.

Today seems to be a full force day.

I hate it. I am not sure if I hate the sickness the most, or the people who are clearly now looking at me like I am just useless because of "a bit of sickness" rather than people who have been through this completely drained exhausting thing.

So, anyone out there want to come moan together?

Ooh I must have been lucky to get a knowing GP for my first appointment with DD then! I didn't go for ages because I just assumed I was being useless and not that there could be an issue

Yay for you having a better weekend.

I am feeling like hell today. Held down lunch for a couple of hours, which is a success going by other food/drink today. The pills are making me drowsy which they don't normally. Generally wanting to curl up and hide from the world. M/W appointment on Weds, will be able to hear the baby and at least feel like it is worth it.

im glad i found this site to read through cos im feeling sooo alone at the moment!! today is a very bad day i cant stop crying and feel as if this sickness will never end...............feel really guilty cos at the moment i am not at all enjoying this pregnancy and the baby is really wanted so i should be ecstatic and able to get through it all!!
I am 11+2 with my first baby (have had a prev abortion due to personal circumstances at 12 weeks and the sickness was really bad then as well)
cannot stop worrying that something will happen to the baby due to me having to abort the first (god getting me back in some way...i know thats stupid but i cant help it!!)
i have been to see my gp and was signed off for 2 weeks and given cyclizine and antibiotics due to a uti as well...........my urine was tested for ketones but i havent heard anything back?!?
i went back to work last thurs but the sickness is still really bad and im getting a bit of abdominal pain as well. on tues i was violently sick all over my work uniform and my boss sent me home and have been in bed since (apart from the constant dashes to the toilet to throw up) i cannot hold anything down not even water and it is really getting me down.....feels like it will never end
had lost 5lbs last time i was weighed but havent got any scales at home and havent weighed myself recently
my other half is trying to do everything he can but i feel really helpless and dont know what to do
i rat at him because of stupid thing as well, he smokes and the smell of smoke triggers my sickness, he sprays his aftershave in the bedroom which again triggers it i think the poor bloke feels he cant do anything right and just gets a depressive moaning gf all the time!!
he also feels really left out as he says everyone is always asking how i am and doesnt seem to care about how his feeling........we have our first scan next week so hopefully that will make him feel more involved

im sorry if it seems im ranting on but i really need some support noone seems to understand and i dont know what to do
i feel sooooo down
my boss has been ok but she is getting slightly frustrated now i think
she asked this morning when i called in sick whether i could be in tomorrow as she needs me and to start early but from how i feel at the moment i really dont think i'll be able to drag myself out of bed
ive phoned the dr again as out of pills and it just doesnt seem to be going away but they cannot see me till tues :-( called midwife as well re: the pains ive got but she just said its prob growing pains and i will see at my scan next week.............
just need to feel like im not alone i spose

was about to link to this thread on the other one but see you've found it! Have answered you on the other thread.