Like he is convinced I have protein s deficiency or some other sticky blood problem. That if it had been identified earlier then my dd would be alive today and I would have had all those miscarriages etc.
That even tho I am 20 weeks I must start taking asprin now and wait for an appointment to come through from the heamatology clinic.
I was quite happy really thinking i had just had bad luck, that my dd just died like some babies/people do and there was nothing we could have done. In true to form style tho I sat there all egar to please nodding and smiling like being in the prescence of greatness really I just wanted to run away.
Oh and this was before he teased me about possibly needing to change the sex of the baby ( Weve been told its another boy but he played me along a bit saying shall I change your mind, you havent bought anything yet have you and so on before saying no really it is a boy)
I was a wreck after all that but still think he is a nce man whos hands i put my unborn childs into, gah!
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