Hi all, I really need a space to vent as people in my life don’t fully understand how this feels. Would appreciate advice of those who have been in same boat. Oldest friend of years is pregnant. For context I have been trying for #2 for 3 years, 3 losses untold heartache which she is fully aware of. This is her third and conceived on first go. Her and her husband have a toxic marriage, which I have heard all about over the years, cheating, aggression, hatred you name it. He also told her recently he doesn’t want another baby. She had an abortion 5 years ago for the same reason, fell pregnant he didn’t want it as their marriage is shit. Anyway it seems to of been in her head for a while and she has decided to go for it regardless and got pregnant straight away. She was bombarding me with messages and test pics until I asked her to please stop as it’s incredibly painful and I need to protect my peace, also probably not the best person to help in this situation. I am so angry and upset about the unfairness of this. I am generally a supportive loving person who is happy for everyone but I can’t bring myself to be happy about this. I think for me it spells the end of our friendship as I can’t, knowing everything that I do, pretend I am going to be by her side through this. Generally she is a princess and everything she wants she has gotten over the years. I have supported her through everything in our friendship but I just can’t do this. I know it’s her life, not my journey etc but I just feel so so crushed by it all. Please give me some words of wisdom xx