I have had a miscarriage at 9 weeks about a year ago then nearly a year later of trying a chemical pregnancy and just had an ovarian eptopic. I have lots of friends that have had babies over that period and some that have very close due dates to what mine was supposed to be, im happy for them but can’t bare to see the posts or them. I’m really heartbroken I went on holiday to get away and just wanted to cry the whole time and have drank far too much I am truly fed up. I have a little boy already and love him more than anything but I can’t help feeling like life is over already and I need this feeling to be gone. I know I’m meant to be a multiple mumma but it’s not happening. I don’t wanna work anymore I don’t want to do anything but cry or drink or stay in bed. Has anyone got any success stories gate something similar ? Thank you ❤️