Ive had 6 pregnancies but only 1 living child. Im currently awaiting to see the recurrent clinic but the midwife advised me this could be quite a while. In the meantime , she's offered me an early scan now at 6 weeks. Im debating going ahead or not.
Ill be 6+2 at the most and im concerned the test may give me more anxiety than it will do good as its too early for a heartbeat? In all my other miscarriages , I knew things weren't progressing and this was a key flag for me. This pregnancy 🤞 my hcg seems like its actually increasing , tests have progressed and clearblue has finally increased to the 3+ , something my failed pregnancies didnt. Im hoping this is a good sign.
My concern is that 6 weeks is still early to see the heartbeat. Given how many loses ive had, I do worry the effect on my mental health should a heartbeat not be detected on the scan this early. While id rather not have the scan, epu advised me i might need progesterone but they won't give it until they see a viable pregnancy. I was on progesterone with my successful pregnancy as it was ivf and I do believe that played a part. Ive had progesterone testing done twice and both times they came back in the grey area so I think low progesterone may be an issue for me. Ive been seeing a natural fertility therapist and she also believes my cycle and luteal symptoms do match that of low progesterone. GP absolutely refuses to prescribe it.
If I dont attend i won't receive progesterone .I had a awful past experience with epuand im hesitant going back, although I will be attending a different epu this time which annoyingly is further away . I felt traumatised with the lack of compassion from staff during my first miscarriage and did not attend again. i had to parade through reception area in nothing but a blanket around my lower half to provide diginity after I needed to be moved rooms as nobody could work the ultrasound machine, not to mention a staff member entered and mentioned the wand they were about to use on me hadn't been cleaned down since the last time it was used. Staff were talking amongst themselves giggling meanwhile I was behind a curtain dressing after being told my baby had no heartbeat.
It felt extremely unprofessional and im in no rush to hurry back to epu.
I had a small amount of progesterone left that was still in date that I started taking a week ago but I only had a weeks worth . It could he why my pregnancy is progressing more normally this time.
Ive also read alot of women are hesistant against early scans as they believe the young tissue of the baby is sensitive to the heat produced by the sound waves and that it increases the risk of loss. I know current medical advice says otherwise.
Whats your thoughts? I suppose i am an over thinker.
Thankyou for having the patience to read all this