feel like no1 gonna be at the birth 😢

[ChangingChances89]

sorry if this a bit early to worry but just feelin it 2nite.

dp didn’t come to midwife again. says workin but i dunno. just don’t think he bothered 😔 my mum said she’d try b there but her health not great lately n it depends on time of day n taxis etc.

i was hopin maybe someone from dp side cud come but not close to any of them. my mates r all online now n the ones i knew in real life sort of drifted.

i just keep thinkin i might be on my own in the hospital when i have this baby n i feel really scared about it. like what if i panic or cant speak up or just get overwhelmed.

this baby feels more real than i expected n i feel more connected than i did in my other pregnancys tbh. i wanna do it proper this time if that makes sense??

dunno if anyone else had a baby with no 1 there n it was ok??

sorry if this silly. just feelin like no1 gonna turn up 😢

Don’t worry if you are alone. The midwives will offer you support and so many women are in your position so don’t feel like it’s only you xx

thank u 💗 i kno ur right but it just feel so scary thinkin of doin it all alone. i never been good at speakin up for myself n i worry ill just go quiet n not get what i need. guess im just overthinkin 2nite x

Are you the same person who posted about their son going to college and the house being overcrowded etc?
I think your dp sounds quite shit so I wouldn’t depend on him, I’d look to seeing if a friend could be your birthing partner.
Are you sure you are doing the right thing? It all sounds quite stressful.

yeh thats me. n ur right about him tbh. i was hopin he’d step up but i dont think he will. dont really have close friends so prob just me n midwives. i do want this baby tho, even if its scary… i jus wish it didnt all feel so much at once.