PTSD pregnancy

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I have had one HG pregnancy and child. It was awful and not great, I weighed less giving birth than when I fell pregnant.

Got pregnant again and caught covid at 4 week, 4 trips to hospital body started shutting down and not coping with the HG / covid so a very hard decision was made to TFMR at 6 weeks.

Got pregnant again and the panic attacks were out of this world, not even sure I wanted to be pregnant but I do want a child. End up in a MMC.

Now considering another pregnancy and I have been diagnosed with PTSD around previous experiences.

I think there could be a faint line eyes but I’m scared to test again and don’t want to know. Any tips or hints for PTSD and pregnancy?

Should have said I’ve had loads of therapy, I have a HG protocol in place and EAPU know me and the plans. We had a year off TTC as we were unsure if we wanted to role the dice again.

Have you had EMDR? Or just talking therapies..
Can you talk to your therapist about your progress and if they feel you've recovered enough?