Okay so a bit of a quick background.
I'm 35, hubby a bit older. We have one DC already who is 5 and we DTD once this month the day before ovulation.
We aren't trying but we aren't preventing right now but I really got my hopes up with this month as 3 previous pregnancies I have become pregnant first time (2 miscarriages before DC). I track my periods and ovulation carefully and my periods are bang on 28 day cycle, haven't been on birth control in years)
Any way, long story short, I took a test yesterday and today (11dpo and 12dpo) and not so much as a hint of a line. I could only take clear and simple test and an early clearblue. But absolutely nothing.
Am I out? I'm overly sad about it even though we aren't trying but I really got myself convinced that I was pregnant with lots of symptoms and I just needed to write his somewhere as I'm feeling a bit deflated even though I know it's completely irrational.