So as the title suggests I am 20 weeks pregnant.. I suffer with ocd and things never feeling clean. I live in an old house and no matter how much I clean it it never feels clean. I’m also trying to decorate and make things feel better before the baby arrives but it’s just all getting too much. I know the health of myself and the baby is more important than a few cracks in the walls but I just look at my house and think I just don’t want to bring a baby back here. My partner is currently deployed so he is unable to help although he did do what he could before he went away. I don’t really have another support system that is able to help me and I feel like I’m mentally ready to give up. I know I need to rest and I have set myself one task to do a day but I’m finding that even challenging. I know I probably need to talk to a health professional about this but even then I don’t think it’s going to stop my order of wanting everything clean and it not feeling like it. Has anyone else been through this?