Hiya
So just after some friendly advice and listening ear. I am 39 have one daughter who is 18. I always wanted more but never happened. My daughter's father and me split up when she was 2. I had a 10 year relationship after that where we tried for a child it didn't happen we split up not because unable to conceive but other reasons I then had a 3 year relationship where I thought my life was complete. He ended things... I have been with my now boyfriend just over a year and somehow now expecting I am 11 weeks pregnant. He is if honest someone o thought would be casual with and not sure either of us thought we would be here... I'm 39 and never been pregnant other than my daughter 20 years ago... my boyfriend does not want any more children he's younger than me and a bit of a "bad boy" I know if I was to go head I would be doing it alone.. I just don't know what to do on the one hand I have a blessing something always wanted but the other hand I'm 39 settles in life and can I do it again and alone again ... so confused