Hey guys, I've spent years now having on and off UTIs, unhelpful doctors, and being told to drink damn cranberry juice. I'm not looking for opinions, I'm looking to feel that I'm not alone and to just talk to others about how it feels. I worry that this is my life forever; in fact my own doctor said "this may just be something you suffer with for the rest of your life". I've been on a repetitive cycle for years; call the doctor or 111, pee in a cup, pee shows nothing, and they tell me nothing can be done. I've only been offered two types of antibiotics and lord did I have to fight tooth and nail for them. I'm currently on a 14 day course of nitrofurantoin, but the last time I was on this course it didn't work. I feel so depressed, and not like a normal mother worrying about the chances of a baby. I worry that I'm going to miss every stage of my babies life because I'm stuck in a bathroom. Leaving the house is hard, and I'm constantly thinking about my bladder and where the nearest bathroom is. Any ladies relate and want to just talk to each other? I'm currently 12 weeks pregnant, and been suffering with my current UTI for about 4 months. Had about a 3 month gap with no UTI before it returned.