Hello, we have recently found out that we are expecting no.2, this was planned, a let’s see what happens… I did not expect to fall pregnant so quickly and now I am in a terrible state. I feel quite down and scared. How will I cope with two under 2? I honestly feel like I have ruined our life. I absolutely love my life with my son, he is my best friend and we have the most fun. I am a SAHM. Genuinely feel devastated (a very strong emotion I know) but my son is my priority. It’s also made worse in that I wasn’t expecting to feel this so feel guilty and teary all day.