This is my first pregnancy and I'll be 7 weeks on Monday. I was fine, tired and a little sick but not too bad, up until boxing day. Since then, I've got no energy, I constantly feel like I'm going to vomit (I haven't yet, I just have the feeling), I've no appetite at all but I've got to force myself to eat even a little but it makes me feel more sick sometimes. I've also got a horrible, stale taste in my mouth which doesn't help.
I'm so grateful for this pregnancy but I didn't expect it to be this hard to be honest. Yesterday was the first time in a week I felt hungry and like I actually wanted to eat. I was really wanting a pizza, so we ordered one. To be honest, I just wanted cheese and tomato but because I haven't been eating much and I can't tolerate much food, I ordered a veggie for some vegetables. Maybe not the healthiest still, but better than nothing. Anyways I managed a few slices and I felt a bit sick but not too bad. Until I woke up this morning.
Oh my goodness. I'm the worst this morning, although it doesn't help I've woken up with a headache. I feel like I've ate 2 XXL pizzas to myself and a whole box of tater tots. I only managed 3 slices and a handful of tater tots, even that! But I feel so full like I want to burst and I want to throw it all up, I really do, but nothing is coming out. Sometimes I feel hungry but if I try to eat even just one cracker I feel too full to manage it. All I've had since I woke up this morning is 4 crackers, I don't think I can do much else.
And my head, I think I just slept funny because it's the back of my neck that's hurting and going up to the back of my head. I want to take some ibuprofen but I know we can't. Paracetamol is okay, though, right? I can at least take that?
I feel so guilty because we've been trying for this baby for such a long time and I had it in my mind I'd do my best for it and try to be healthy but I'm so sick. I'm taking vitamins and hoping it's enough but I know I need to eat healthier. I'm trying to include veg in everything I cook, but I can hardly manage to eat. I've been off work the past week, my jobs in a warehouse very physically demanding and even the thought of it makes me even more nauseous, I don't know when I will go back but I just know I'm not up for it yet.
On top of that my boobs hurt like heck. I can hardly move about in bed because if anything touches them even slightly, it hurts so bad.
When does this get better? And does it get better? I really don't want to sound ungrateful for this because we've been trying for a long time but it's so hard.