Hi, this is my first post here, though I’ve followed some threads.
am feeling very overwhelmed/anxious and seeking some guidance.
background: I’m 9w today with my first. I’ve had two v light bits of bleeding at 6w and 7w and had two scans at 6w2 days and 7w4d both of which showed normal growth and a heartbeat.
I wear a garmin watch and it was my first indicator of pregnancy. My RHR increased from about 44-51bpm pre pregnancy to about 56-60bpm. My stress levels (dictated by hrv) skyrocketed and I could barely get above 40 body battery most days.
last Saturday (21st, 8w exactly) I flew from uk to Mexico for a holiday with my partner’s family. After a couple of days I noticed my body battery was suddenly hitting 100 each night. I put it down to being on holiday. Then two days ago by rhr went down to pre pregnancy levels sometimes down at 46bpm. I took my watch off because it was freaking me out.
I have had very sore boobs and strong nausea and was v bloated. Two days ago when the rhr dropped my symptoms also went down. They haven’t vanished completely but are definitely much less.
this morning I started having some pink discharge.
I am absolutely terrified. I am trying to prepare for the worst but also cant really cope with that idea.
being in Mexico I don’t know how to get a scan or anything.
i feel sure that the baby’s stopped growing. I don’t know if this is just my anxiety fearing the worst or an instinct that can be trusted.
does anyone have any similar experience or guidance? Would be very grateful to hear.
thanks for reading.