Me and my partner recently started trying for a baby, got pregnant first try, for context ive suffered multiple loses which I didnt find him suportive for, he assured me that this time round as we were going to be actively trying that he would support me how I need. Last time I was pregnant i suffered really bad sickness and couldnt cope, I waa terrified of it happening again which he knew.
We dont live together but take turns staying at each others since finding out im pregnant 8 weeks ago I have spent every night alone, I am suffering from extreme morning sickness again and have been signed off and taking anti sickness tablets which do not work, I am having to rely on my parents to bring me urine sample bottles and then drop them to the GP for me as they are monitoring my hydration levels.
A few nights ago I thought something was wrong and he didnt even answer, my heating stopped working and he didnt even offer for me to stay at his. I have blocked him and ended things because I know rhat this isnt ok and frankly its causing me more upset. How can someone that claims to love you not be there when you need them? I am struggling so badly and trying not to ask my parents to di to much as they have already asked why he isnt looking after me. Im so happy about my baby and I hope this wont end in another loss, I just needed somewhere to rant, I have clearly chosen the wrong man to have a baby with