Feeling very negative about this pregnancy

[MrsWUFCwifey]

Hi all, somehow it's easier to pour out your feelings on here than to talk to your partner about how you're feeling.

I am 6w4d and we started spotting last Thursday with some cramps so we went to EPAU and they found the sac but no baby so they think my dates are slightly off but they also put me on Progesterone as my levels were low. Since then I haven't felt at all safe or optimistic about this pregnancy...even when the spotting stopped that same day. My husband is really optamistic and wants to be for the both of us. We have had two losses in the last 12 months so my head is not connecting right now. I had some bad cramps this morning and spotted once but since then nothing...if anything my clothes are that little bight tighter the past few days and had some sickness feeling but yet I feel like if I put any belief into this pregnancy then i'm going to lose it and let my husband down.

Sorry for the rant but as i said before this helps sometimes to vent xx

I totally feel your stress and anxiety! I am 6+2 today and from 4+5 i had 6 days of spotting and cramps. Then just totally stopped, i’m waiting till next week for a private scan but i can’t get out of my head that something bad has already happened! Even though like you the last few days i have felt nauseous, been extra hungry, dry mouth, sore nipples. It’s awful! My partner is soo positive and i feel like he just doesn’t want to hear me being negative.
Sending lots of love and positive vibes x

so glad I am not the only one....just wish i could look into the future and know if all ok.

hope you have a safe and healthy pregnancy xx

Me too, the wait is absolutely killing me. It’s just an awful time feeling you can’t even get excited incase you get bad news.
Thank you so much! and you too!xxx