Hi all, just need to get this out of my chest, I don't want to tell my family yet so other than my partner I've noone to rant too.
I'm so scared of being judged, I gave birth to a beautiful little girl at the beginning of July and have just found out I'm pregnant again.
This wasn't planned and I have no idea how to feel.
I suffer with really bad anxiety and mental health issues so I don't do well in situations like this already but I'm so scared of being judged by my midwives and other people that will have an input on my pregnancy.
My children are all loved and they make me so happy and I'm happy to have another I just didn't think it'd happen this quickly, my partner and I had said maybe in a few years time we'd look at our situation and see how we feel but this is happening so quickly.
I know I could've been more careful and tried to avoid it but it was an "In the moment" kinda thing and neither of us were thinking logically 😅
Anyway rant over for now at least 😅
Booked with the doctors now waiting for a midwife, hoping it's not the same one I had a few months ago 😅