hey guys,
I’ve recently had a termination due to HG. I have a two year old little boy and had it awful with him however stayed positive as I knew we wanted another child. After week 7 hit I was struck with it. Bed bound majority of the day, sick countless times and couldn’t even sip on water without feeling like I was going to be sick. I felt poisoned, I felt like I was dying. I think anybody in this state finds it hard to think any other way than wanting it to be over. My partner works an extremely stressful and long hour job. I have supportive family, but I just couldn’t do it. After just one week of being in bed, I felt so low, guilt on not being able to look after my son, so fragile and weak were I hadn’t eaten. No meds were working and was on the verge of admitting myself to hospital for a drip. The thought of another minute of this, made me burst into tears. I seem to now be struggling with guilt and shame and can’t bring myself to tell my family. My partner is supportive and understands my decision. I just feel like I’ve let everyone down and the situation is nothing short of awful!:(