I know that I won't know until I do a test but I am terrified that I may be pregnant.
My ex of 9 years and I split up over a year ago, I have 2 sons already, one from a previous relationship and one to my ex. I had accepted the fact that I would not have anymore children as i am now single and not wanting to meet anyone. My ex and I had a rocky relationship in the last couple of years and it took a lot to end it but we now get on very well and still do a lot together with the kids, we both said that one day we might end up back together but he had a lot of healing to do and work on himself..Anyway 3 weeks ago after a couple of drinks I ended up sleeping with him, he pulled out (sorry tmi) and that was that. Today I was sat in a meeting at work and felt really nauseous and I noticed yesterday that I could really notice everyones perfume which I can't say i have noticed before. Then it dawned on me that i had metallic taste over the last week and some lower back pain. With both of my pregnancies I knew straight away and this feels the same. I know how stupid I was not to use anything and not looking for a lecture but just terrified now. I always wanted a third but he didn't and obviously given the situation this would be a very hard thing to do. He really struggles with depression which is what he has been working on but this made him quite nasty in the relationship and was the reason I ended it. My family hate him and I feel so stupid and scared