Was just having a chat with colleagues at work - we all get on very well so we were talking about how it nice it is that none of us get annoyed with each other in the office. And then one bloke said, oh, apart from when you were pregnant - you were horrible then! Apparently when I was pregnant they were guessing that I wouldn't come back after maternity leave and that was why I didn't care that I was being horrible to everyone and making them not like me!
I know I was emotional and did cry at work a few times, and I was much less patient than normal but I didn't realise I was that bad! DP and I are TTC again at the minute and now I'm dreading being pregnant again in case I turn into an old cow bag again!
Its a bit like having PMT where you know you are being unreasonable but can't help it, but it lasts for 9 months!
I asked DP about it when I got home because it upset me a bit to think that my colleagues thought I was horrible and he diplomatically said, well you were a bit emotional (I think I was hoping he'd say, no you were fine, just your normal happy self!)
We would love another child but now I'm scared I'm going to upset my friends and have a really horrible pregnancy!