Hi! I am happy to share my experience.
I terminated a pregnancy at 24 years old - it was just over 7 weeks at the time, and I did a medical abortion, with the pills. It was a painful experience, but considering you've been through childbirth, it's not as painful as that (though each person's experience is different). At the time I was SO not ready to be a parent, and once it was all over, all I felt was relief. It was absolutely the right decision for me.
I am now 31 years old and expecting my first child in December. Very excited to start my family now.
Termination can be very emotional for some people, and not for others, so your feelings are valid either way. I would speak to your partner if you have a current partner to discuss the pros and cons, perhaps even make a list to really get to the bottom of your feelings. With difficult decisions, I find it is easier to look for my 'gut feeling'. Deep down, what do I want? What do I feel is ultimately the right choice for me and my family?
As always, speaking to a licensed professional, a counselor or therapist, is never a bad idea as well. You do have time to make this decision!
Best of luck to whatever you decide - I am sure you will make the right choice for you 💖