Hello, me again 😂
So I'm currently getting some signs that labour isn't far off and a massive wave of panic and fear has washed over me. This isn't even my first rodeo, had three previous births, and I'm still crapping myself.
It's the pain that scares me, last time I had to get a taxi to the hospital and the taxi driver chucked us out of the taxi halfway there cause he didn't have a card reader and I had to walk the rest of the way to the hospital. I also have Emetophobia (fear of vomiting/vomit) and I'm terrified that it'll happen :(
I'll be on the brink of tears one moment and shaking, to laughing with my partner about something silly on his game or on the programme I'm watching.
Not sure what the point of this post was, I think I just needed to get it off my chest.
I know I can do this, it's just believing it is the final hurdle.